Ray J Alarms Fans with Thoughts of Self Harm

This week Ray J went viral after getting into a fight with Lemuel Plummer from the Zeus network outside the BET Awards [click here if you missed that]. 

After the incident Ray J shared an alarming message with his fans...

Transcribed below with errors in tact.

First at #BET and then later on too! - I’m really at a breakin point! - To provide for my family and have generational wealth was always the plan. - but money is evil and people are bad and I can’t take it anymore! - These chain of reactions are stemming from being locked in a false reality / confused about this whole life! - The shxt that happened tonight to me at the awards today was hurtful - I’m working backstage and then I go take a break in the back and BET wouldn’t let me back in for some reason. - I don’t know who they didn’t want me to see - it was weird

- Anyway I left and went back to silence my frustrations flashing back to my everyday thought of my life - - the truth that’s given is a LIE! - I’m on my way out of the country - The shxt that is happening is mind blowing. - It’s making me suicidal and uncomfortable with the perception of reality! - THEY PAID ME TO SHUT UP AND I DID! - I FEEL BAD AND I HATE MYSELF FOR IT! I DONT WANT ANYMORE OF YOUR DIRTY MONEY!! - and B4 I or right after I die… I promise you I will be free of it all and the world can move on with what is real for me. - No matter the consequences I have to face on the other side!!

- I TRIED TO DO IT FOR THE REAL LAST TIME! - I’m sorry to myself and I’m sister - sorry Bran, I will make it right, I won’t let them get away with it! I TOLD THE PEOPLE CLOSE TO ME THAT I FELT LIKE SOMETHING IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN FXCK. IT I SAID IY