Khloe Kardashian Struggled to Connect with Baby Born via Surrogate

Last year it was revealed that Tristan Thompson was secretly expecting a baby with his physical trainer at the same time his baby mama Khloe Kardashian was expecting their son via surrogate [click here if you missed that]. 

After the child was born Khloe admits she had a hard time connecting to her new baby...

From People Magazine

Khloé Kardashian struggled with some difficult feelings as she prepared to welcome baby No. 2.

During a confessional in the season 3 premiere of The Kardashians, the Good American co-founder, 38, got candid about grappling with guilt for using a surrogate to bring her son Tatum, now 9 months, into the world.

Admitting she was in a "state of shock from the entire experience in general," Khloé explains in a confessional, "I buried my head in the sand during that pregnancy."

"When I went to the hospital, that was the first time it really registered, and it has nothing to do with the baby."

"I felt really guilty that this woman just had my baby, and then I take the baby and then I go to another room and you're separated. It's such a transactional experience because it's not about him."

"I wish someone was honest about surrogacy and the difference of it," she continues. "That doesn’t mean it's bad — it's great, but it's very different."

Elsewhere in the episode, Khloé admitted that she felt less connected to her newborn son than she did to daughter True, now 5, after she was born.

"It's a mindf—," she shared. "Kim said hers was easy, and this is not easy."